.BALANCE.
Carrying phases that no longer serve us cause imbalance. Moods wavering by the second can linger on our mind. Manic distracts society from the images you wish to paint. You are not controlled by your reactions, you have control. Within finding the balance in your soul, you will find a sense you never knew. That sixth sense that's been chasing you since you came out of the womb. Balance between mind and soul awakens us. Weighing everything out evenly, unlocks a new profound appreciation. Colors will be brighter and sorrow will feel lighter.
Like the changing of seasons, moods shift inside us. Feelings are always there behind the mechanism we use to cope. Longing for feelings within the mundane won't fill the hole. Breathe into existing. Days become shorter when we get corrupted again. Leave a mark of understanding, and compassion. Forgo the false ideology, the judgment, the dread. We dream of the same sentiment. Enlightenment, peace, happiness, or at ease. No battles are victorious without a soldier. Once finding balance comes a soul lifting experience. You float above those around you learning to equate your days. Realizing happiness is a facade to save face. Life is not always happy, it is not easy to feel content with all this change. Not until the way you process things shift. So how do you find balance? Approve the reconstruction of your beliefs. Search for the scale in your mind. Place things on each side of the scale, tossing what is too heavy until it reaches balance. When one side is too heavy it's okay, continue readjusting.
Strategies will flow through you, continuing to escalate by the day. Phases reveal another curtain, as if life is but a play. Sympathy is in order for those who cannot see how interesting everything can be. Smile from each punch you receive, immersing oneself into the notion of growing; it is healing. Forget simplicity until you have dealt with life's complexity. Erase the hope for an easier solution. Looking for the easier path is delaying your ability to triumph over obscurity. To expect what is not earned is childish. We must move with intent and decisiveness. Take ownership of your plot, ensure each movement is towards a goal. There is nothing you can't pursue. Without a goal you have no purpose, thus unbalanced intent. Good things don't come to those who wait, they come to those who are honorable. Through intention and discipline the sky will open up for you. Leveling up emotionally and intellectually will get you farther than anticipated. How can one put their trust in the world if the world doesn't trust you?
You shouldn't fear the days where you feel down or blue. Or carry guilt for derailed plans. The weight can change with each day. Watering your roots is not something you do one time through. Understand yourself first before you expect something new. Balance is the key to awaken the sheep within. It is okay to feel confusion, anger, or sadness. It is normal to feel all the things that you do. You are not alone in this world, live intentionally, sure, dedicated, and true. Bask in new days, they are new opportunities to be the best version of you. Each waking moment is another chance to try. You cannot stop the waves as they come in. Yet, you can choose between riding them out to shore or sinking once more. The elegance in life is proving yourself right. Learn from the falls by calculating the height. You got this. Believe in you.